My Unborn angel.

Dear Sydney,

I have no idea what to say, except for I'm sorry. Sorry that my body wasn't strong enough for the both of us, sorry that you didn't have the chance to come into this world. I only had you for a short period of time, and in that time, I grew so attached to you. I knew you were mine. Mine, and no one else could take you from me. I loved you from the moment I knew you were in my belly, and that was it. I've never felt that kind of love before, and when you left, you took a piece of me with you. I don't know how I can say that I miss you, but I do. You were a part of me, and God took you back. I hate him for taking you away from us like that sometimes, but it was for the best, I'm sure. I had two dreams about you. One when you were still growing inside me, and another when you were gone. You are the most beautiful little girl I have ever seen.You had beautiful green eyes, just like Daddy has. You look so much like him. He misses you too, you know. It hurts us both to not have you in our lives, beautiful baby. Daddy and I love you so much, Sydney Marie Souza. As Daddy promised, we will see you someday.

Love,

Mommy